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...And The World Held Its Breath.
A Marauders-Era RPG
Time for Sirius to set serious 
24th-Jan-2007 06:53 pm
Date: 10th September, 1975
Characters:Sirius Black
Location:The Lake
Status:Private
Summary:Sirius thinks about his family, James' preoccupations, and life after Hogwarts.
Completion:Complete
Sirius Matters...


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25th-Jan-2007 02:44 am (UTC)
The lake was beautiful tonight, but he barley noticed. It was one of those rare times where he found himself alone. James was out doing rounds somewhere, probably with Evans, he expected that Remus was immersed in a book, and Peter...well...he wanted to give Peter a good whack most of the time, so he didn't pay much mind to what he was doing.These sort of times were never good for Sirius Black. His brain was running at a million miles a minute and he just couldn't keep himself calm. He felt empty and alone. That's what you get with a family like his though. Neglectful and unbalanced. Wicked and vengeful. The Marauders were his family now, but he feared that he'd soon lose that too.

He stared out over the surface of the lake, each tiny shimmer of the sparkling stars reflecting in his deep gray eyes. Everything was changing. James suddenly had an interest in something that wasn't making mischief and he was, well, he was jealous. He and James were suppose to be the ones joined at the hip, not James and Evans. Unfortunately, that would be a fact he'd have to get use to one day. You didn't have to be Nostradamus to know that the two of them would end up together. Where would that leave Sirius? Sure, he had "girlfriends" but none of it was anything serious.

The world seemed to be getting darker by the minute, and he wasn't sure what he was going to do. In a lot of ways, Sirius wasn't ready to be out in the world on his own. He would no longer have the stability of the Marauders, at least not in the way he did now. He had a lot to think about between now and June.

What was he going to do? He supposed he should look into some sort of work, but that just wasn't his style. He sighed and hung his head between his knees, raven hair falling along the sides of his face. What was he going to do? He certainly couldn't stay with James for the rest of his life, no doubt he'd be running off with Evans after school. James was going to make something of himself, he was going to be an Auror. Remus had a plan too, probably end up a professor someday. And Peter...well.... What was Sirius going to do? Be irresponsible and lazy like he always was. Exactly what he did best.
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